Lately ive been #drowning. #Stress, #anxiety, #insomnia, not being able to eat, wondering and worrying about my future, my kids. You name it, ive thought it!! Work has been terribly slow and as a result ive lost many hours and pay, my husband is away working hard for all of us, but i miss him terribly when im like this. My son is struggling and making not the best choices at school due to his past and what now scares him, so #imfighting to correct his path the best i can,to reassure him, #heisamazingjustthewayheis ! My daughter is worried about not catching up to the other kids and her friends in school due to her #mixeddyslexia, im doing my best to reassure her every day that #sheisenough! And I, well im questioning whether im being the best mom i can be, trying to concour that #feelingofbeingafailure in my own mind, asking myself every day "ARE YOU DOING ENOUGH KRISTEN?!" and sometimes i can say yes, but majority of the time i have no fucking clue. I realize i am #onlyhuman, but as a human i fight battles within myself everyday. I try to stay and focus on the #positive, but its not always easy for me. So I made this quote, 1) i love #mermaids, 2)because no matter the amount of water aka stress/worry/anxiety that drowns you, just become a mermaid!! This is all over my home now, my bedroom, bathroom, kitchen and living room, my daughters room, and my son; although im sure he would prefer @jasonmamoas #aquaman lol.
#beamermaidandbreath #momsstruggletoo #pullingmyselfout #keepfighting #amienough #fightingformykids #fuckstressandanxiety #calmtheworry